Last

I thought i manage to hide myself from him.. but i guess after this he wont be able to find me again.. he already gave me his last goodbye. Another last goodbye from him. Quite hurt but i have to endure it.. if he can be strong why cant i? Right? I have to be strong too.. i have to prove myself that i really have to be strong. 

He seems like a very strong person now and didnt address himself as khai anymore but as erol.. i always pray to god that you will always be fine.. 

i have to move on.. i have to be strong.. sampai bila emmy kau nk teringatkan kenangan silam yg kau.. 

dah lah emmy.. 

kuatlah emmy jangan lah nangis :’(  bodohnya emmy :’(

Kenapa aku ya allah 😢 kenapa aku 😢

Sakitnya ya allah 😢

Tolonglah ya allah kuatkanlah aku 😢 aku pun nk jadi kuat sama mcm org lain 😢 

Ampunkan semua dosa aku yg lepas ya allah 😢 aku bodoh ya allah 😢 dah la emmy jgn la nangis lagi 😢

Pergilah jauh jauh khai. Pergi. Org mmg tak kuat nk hadap semua ni. Pergilah jauh jauh cari kebahagiaan awak. 

Dah lah emmy jgn la nangis 😢 

Aku benci diri aku sendiri 😢 aku benci diri aku sebab dari dulu aku lemah sangat asyik nangis je 😢 

Semoga aku dapat jadi org yg kuat satu hari nnt ya allah.. :’(