Can i cry? π i feel so ugly.. jealousnya tngok org yg kulit dia bersih je, flawless semua.. sometimes i feel like i love myself, but sometimes i feel like im so ugly and the word beautiful is not for me :’(
Kenapa la aku ada jeragat ni π’ aku rasa buruk rasa hodoh sgt.. td kak *** tanya aku mmg dh lama ke ada jeragat ke sebab ada salah pakai produk.. aku pun cerita je la dr awal mcm mana.. pastu akak tu ckp la “akak rasa emmy kena pakai foundation la untuk cover tk bagi nampak jeragat tu” waktu tu rasa mcm sedihnya π’ kenapa eak aku hodoh sgt, kenapa aku ada benda jeragat ni atas muka aku π kenapa.. dr kecik aku tk pernah rasa ada kulit yg bersih π
Org boleh kata tak payah fikir, tak payah peduli. I know we souls just ignore all that but not all the time i can do that. It stucks in my mind π once org dh tegur kau akan rasa mcm ya Allah teruk sgt agaknya keadaan muka aku sampai org terpaksa tegur π
Betul mmg ada yg sentiasa bg sokongan and ayat ayat positif supaya aku confident dgn diri sendiri but still.. i dont feel really good about myself π mcm mana teruk lah agaknya kan org tengok muka aku ni π sedihnya… to those who always encourage me and giving me good words, may Allah repays your good deeds.. but i still cant deny the fact that i dont have a good skin π am i that ugly? π yes i am π im sorry to be me π sedihnya π
Im sorry dearself π im sorry bcause im unable to feel and to be pretty for myself π i’ve tried but it doesnt work.. π
Im so sorry ππ
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She’s born naturally pretty.. but not me..
I thought you felt ugly because of your freckles. She got them too but that doesn’t make her ugly or maybe at one point of her life she felt like how you felt too and we never know. At the end of the day, pretty and so on is subjective and what’s important is how do we felt about ourselves not what others do. If we cant love ourselves then how can we expect others to do so.
Yes i agree bout she might be insecure with herself too cause everyone got their lowest point..
I will try to embrace myself more and hopefully i will always have the courage to do so.
Whoever you are, thank you so much ππ
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