Thursday, July 8, 2021

Pathetic life

My life is pathetic. What makes my life pathetic is not because of others but me myself and that is why i hate me so much. I hope i am strong enough to overcome every shortcoming. 

I always make people leave me. If my family could run away from me and cut the connection i bet they would do that without any doubt. 

I dont know. I wish i had the power to make people love me and accept me as who i am. But i know, that was such an ego wish but i just want to be happy. 

Boleh tak kalau nak lari jauh2. Nak hilang ingatan. Tak nak susahkan siapa2? It hurts. If only suicide is not a sin.. 

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